so today Bryan moved up to UNI for college.. & its so sad for me; almost depressing it seems.

I know I shouldn’t be so sad, he is going to be back in a week & a half for a slowpitch tournament to help raise money for Parkinson’s Disease & then go to Matt&Crystal’s wedding reception. But its just so hard, he’s lived with me for a little over 3 1/2 years– so in that time, I’ve spent & seen him every day of my life pretty much for that long of a period. Now I’m going to be seeing him every other weekend or so.. maybe less since he’s working at the UNI Dome for sports events & other events. But I’ll get to see him for a week long on Thanksgiving break & then he also has an entire month off for Christmas.

It’s just going to take a lot of getting use to. Everything I see makes me think of him..

But I do also need to realize that he’s doing something good for himself & good for our future. He wants to be a high school counselor. And he needs to fulfill his dreams. I just really miss him.

Like mom said too though, maybe it’ll make me appreciate him more.. & I think she’s right.. Since I’ll only see him every so often, I’ll want to be in a good mood when I’m around him so that way he’ll want to come home more often.

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