sooo, i don’t know why it was bothering me so much earlier. like i said, i just needed to talk to bryan. & everything was that much better. plus, i e-mailed him & wrote down everything that i was feeling & even doing that makes things better.

it helped too, to write on this, but i knew i needed to tell bryan how i felt. everything is good again. i love him.

so i know i’ve posted before that i live for the weekends.. & really i do. this week, i work monday, wednesday, thursday & friday. bryan is going to be coming home on friday.. he said he planned on stopping by his grandparents house on his way home– he bought them some coffee cups today that said, “UNI Grandma” & “UNI Grandpa”. they’re pretty cute. =) but he wanted to stop by, because this will be the first time he’s seen them in, i think, 4 weeks. we planned on going together, but i have to work friday night, so he thought he’d just stop by on friday. plus, we’ll probably go see them again on sunday.. then that way, i can see them too. because i haven’t gone since he’s been there.

but then we have alll day saturday & alll day sunday together. so exciting. saturday is iowa’s homecoming, so if we go anywhere, i’m assuming we’ll go to muscatine. but i’ve always wanted to take bryan up to cedar valley. somewhere where my mom use to take me when i was younger. i’ve always, always, always wanted to take him there, but never have. so maybe i will this saturday? that would be some quiet, get away time. somewhere that probably won’t be busy either & we can walk along the quarry. i’ve mentioned to him about going & taking the dogs sometime, but kaydo cries during all car rides so.. that probably won’t happen.

i also need to clean the room before he gets here.. which means that i need to put away all my clothes, which is probably about 3-basketfuls. vacuum the carpet and make the bed. with clean sheets, since the boys can’t seem to do anything but dirty them. & idk what else.

well this is all i have, just wanted to let everybody know that all is well again. going on 4 1/2 years in october.