So.. Bryan got ahold of me on Wednesday, just to tell me he was sorry he hadn’t contacted me. That was really nice to hear, and really good to hear from him too. Thursday we talked again on the internet, Friday we talked on the phone about his torn ACL. Saturday we didn’t talk at all & then today I called him. I know I shouldn’t have, but lately.. I’ve been missing him so much. Maybe it was just the wedding & seeing everybody with their significant others.. but, I don’t know. Either way, I miss him. I had a dream the other day that he broke up with me (which was true), but then started hanging out with this girl that we went to school with, that now attends UNI. I told him about my “bad dream” today & he goes “yeap, you’re right. that’s a pretty bad dream.” ha. Funny guy. =] I miss him. I’m pretty sure he misses me too, he just hasn’t said it yet. But he does tell me he loves me every time we talk & he says it first. So its not like he’s saying it just because he feels guilty that I say it. If that makes sense?

My other.. other, I guess. He.. really isn’t anything to me, friends, but nothing more; maybe a tad bit of a crush. Richie, out of the blue started texting me on Thursday. He started texting me around 2:30ish & we didn’t stop texting until 9:30 that night. =O That’s a long time for us to text.. & there never really was any big pauses, it was just continuous texting. I mean there were some pauses obviously, because I was in class from 7:30-9 but, other then that.. we just texted the whole time. It was pretty great, I’m not going to lie. It was nice talking to somebody else & also, being told he finds me “attractive”. Haha, man I hope he doesn’t somehow read this.. that would be embaressing. But, it was very nice talking to him. We continued talking Friday, but not as much because he was working. I’m not actually sure how he got to text me so early on Thursday? But.. anyways, it’s just been really nice. We haven’t texted as much this weekend, but maybe that’s just because he’s got other things going on? I don’t really know.. but I hope we continue to text eachother. We talked about my last trip down to Florida & what “could have been” I guess. & he told me I should make a trip down there with a few friends for spring break. Funny boy, we shall see.

Also, this other boy.. haha, I don’t even know this kid. But its my sister-in-law’s cousin. He is gorgeeeeous. This boy is a sight for sore eyes. =] There’s nothing going on with him, I’ve never even talked to him, but Crystal wants us to hang out altogether sometime. I doubt it’ll happen, but I don’t really know.

All of this actually makes it sound like I’m over Bryan. & really, I’m not. Bryan has been a huge part of my life & still is now. I guess I’m just keeping my options open for now.

<3