so.. lately.. hmm.

i’ve found myself a new crush, tho i don’t really want to say much about it, because idk whats going on or whats going to happen really. but we hung out friday night at jeremy & lorena’s. & like i said, i’m “crushing” on him, but i guess we’ll just see what happens. i dont want to jinx myself & i dont want to get my hopes up, even though i think i already have.. but, i’m trying not to. i just need to wait & see.. no wonder why i’m so impatient. i swear i’m always waiting for something..

thinking about this new crush of mine.. really takes my mind off of bryan. which is great, because idk, me & bryan aren’t really talking too much. but then when i do think about bryan, man do i really think. i really sit there & let it all flow out of me. its weird. idk how to describe it.

 ..yeah i had a lot more on my mind when i went to write this message, but i’m getting really tired, so i’ll just leave it here & go to bed.

<333