although this is a beatle’s song.. coming from “across the universe”, i thought it was a good subject line.

darrell & i stopped hanging out a little over a week ago. he then called me friday to see if i knew where his necklace was, that i had been wearing the previous week because crystal & i took him to work on a saturday morning & he gave me his necklace & told me to wear it. so i did, & then wednesday night when i stayed with him, i took the necklace off before i fell asleep. the next day i gave it back to him & to make a long story short.. he had forgotten where he put it. so, i told him where he had put it & we got off the phone.

while i was on the phone with darrell, matt was on the phone with crystal & matt told crystal to tell me to tell darrell that matt wanted to drink w/ him.. so i told him & to make another long story short.. darrell was going to come into town, but decided he’d be too rushed so he decided against it..

last night i worked 2-10 & darrell called me around 9:45 & i was taking out the trash when i felt my phone vibrate. i would have picked up if i would have felt it vibrating before then, but i caught it right when it switched to “1 missed call”, so it must have been ringing for awhile before that. i didnt call him right when i got off work because i had stuff to do, it was freezing cold out & i was running around quite a bit so i dont think i would have been able to keep a convo going if i tried.

i ended up texting him around 11 to see what he had wanted, but he didnt text back. i wonder what he wanted but i dont want to make a big deal about him calling me either. i mean its nice to know he called me, because something he wanted or something made him think of me, which led him to calling me. but i also kind of figured that if it was important, he would try to get ahold of me again.

idk, idk what to think with him. we’re “just friends” but it’d be cool if we hung out every now & then too. who knows, i guess i’ll just have to wait & see.