..IS KILLING ME!!!

i hate it. im sick & tired of it. literally.

hopefully mom can get me an appointment tomorrow to figure out what the heck the deal is. i can barely open my mouth without feeling like my left tonsil is being split wide open. its horrible.

that & it took me a half an hour to eat HALF a sandwhich. thats how bad it is, bc 1. i cant open my mouth & 2. its so hard to swollow! ughh.

i know, pity emily.. haha. but i just really hope we can figure out whats wrong with me this time around. because i’d really love to be able to feel ‘normal’ again. =/