so i haven’t written in quite awhile & mom keeps hounding me about it, so i figured i should write.

i would write about work, but then i’d just complain. i could write about school but then i’d do just the same.. so i guess i’ll write about my “love” life because i’ll only complain a little bit there.

last time i wrote, it was probably about jesse. i went a good month & half going crazy over jesse, wanting to be back with him just for him to turn me down every time. then he’d get my hopes up, to shoot me down again. thennn adam came along. obviously i’ve known adam since we were little kids & i had a crush on him when i was younger, but which of my brother’s friends did i not have a crush on at some point or another? anyways, to make a long story short, we’re “seeing eachother” right now, but not yet official. that in itself is a long story..

i love spending time with adam. he’s always got my going, laughing like crazy. we can seriously just sit there in his room & talk. about anything. & we’ll laugh along the way. sometimes we have to wait to catch our breath because we’ve got eachother laughing so hard. last night we were talking & previously i had said my nose itched & he said, “really? they say when your nose itches that somebody’s thinking about you.” so then last night my nose was itching & i was like “ahh i can’t get it to stop itching” & he goes, “it itches because i’m thinking about you” & i go, “oh really? for the first time today” & he just started laughing & said, “that smart ass comment came off way too easy for you”. & we both just started laughing. its great, i love the connection we already have. a lot of people say they can see us dating & having a good future together & really, so can i. we just need to get the little things out of the way, so that we can start our relationship.